--Coming to terms with the yo yo effect has been a real mind bender. You'd think after all this time it would get easier but for some dang fool reason it hasn't.
--You get 3 maybe 4 good days in a row and then the temp changes and whamo your using a cane you haven’t quite mastered just to get around with. Which is a pain in the neck in itself.
--I guess it's the slowly sinking in realization that things change and its time to come to terms with it. Being the hard headed fool that I’ve always been its a bitter dang pill to swallow. But its getting easier at lest I’m remembering to take the dang fool cane where ever I go now. And even though I hate to admit it to myself its a godsend in its own dang fool way.
--Of course the things to do lists get longer because I’m lucky to finish 2 or 3 things. But I’ve slowly accepted the fact that something is better than nothing.
--My wife shakes her head when I hobble out to take the dogs out on bad days. But I just smile and say the fresh air will do me good. In reality of course I hate to give in just a little bit. Because I refuse to cater to a bad days. Its like feeding gremlins after midnight do it once and then next thing you know your in for trouble. Just because its a bad day doesn't mean I’ll sit around and whine about it. It just means I’ll move slower, but I will keep moving.
--I know it sounds weird but sometimes its the only thing to hang your hat on. And on a bad day I’ll take what I can get.....
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